"PAINTED ON THE FLOWER"

My love

You are the only one I will love truly and deeply

The words, the lessons, the care you’ve painted on the blue flower within me

I am a remake of your essence with subtle question marks

Unsure

I am unsure but you are undeniable

But I am on a road to this life and you have strapped me in the passenger seat as the driver

You ask me where I’ll be going this evening but the truth is I have no idea

Just take me somewhere livelier

Somewhere I am unquestionably understood

You painted on this flower within me with the embrace I feel from you and the heart beat that sinks within me

In these moments we are one

Please take me somewhere where I can be seen just as undeniably, beautifully, harmonious as I see you

Just let me ride with you

Take me on your back like old times and let’s dash across the daffodils

Let us roam around the mountains we find in life only to climb them and watch the clouds float across the sky upon the hills

Or simply sit in the two front seats of a taxi cab

Continuously asking where to go with an answer that neither of us really have

Or celebrate Halloween as you take video of me dressed as your baby fairy queen

Happy Halloween I repeated after the words you said with my upward head

Or sometimes find ourselves laid across your bed comfortably watching an old movie that’s been a while since either of us have seen

Sometimes it seems like something out of a dream but then I feel you

I feel the moment

Which is rare for me

The music notes in the air and the sound of our exhales in unison you see

Or maybe even the silent buzz of a bumblebee that drives me crazy but only has you concerned about my safety

We forever sit in an empty taxi cab with the seats drawn back and the sky gone black

Listening to all our beloved soundtracks

To the one who’s painted on the sky blue flower within me

The one with mere access to the first of my skeleton keys

Hidden to all and any other

To my joker, my jewel, my joy, my love

My mother

-ifthenightcouldtalk