"OBSCURED TO ALL EXCEPT MY INNER EYES"

Have you always been there

Or did you one day choose on your own to peek from the crevices of the lighted tunnel

To become my guardian angel

Wrapped within a snow white gown

Appearing pillow soft to the touch yet ice cold to the nerves

To become my guardian angel and speak

My sweet sister that never existed in reality

Pushing my introspection to its highest peek

Where have you been

Only to show up now to help me win

I can feel you now in the passerby wind

I feel your light come through the darkness of my shadow

Win this game of life that no one was told only works in ever tightening spirals

Better late than never I guess

Not that I can complain

I’ve wanted you all this time and now you show up

Thankyou

Obscured to all sight expect my inner eyes

Thankyou so much

For saving me

Saving me from this rabbit hole I’ve fallen into

Grasp my hand like the hilt of an axe wielded to cut all trees

I dangle from your hand and look up the mental smile that’s always happily greeted me

Am I happy, am I sad, am I a mix

I’m not so sure, but you helped me get through the day

The flashlight leading me down the passageway

I know this is shorter than I usually do

But that’s because all I had to say was thank you...

Thank you to the older sister that never existed

~ifthenightcouldtalk