-I MIGHT NOT BE-

Most of the time I am not present.

Technically most would say my physical being is in places, however my Mind is usually Not along with it.

I can be Directly in front of you, having a full on conversation, but I do not feel present.

I can be Experiencing the most traumatizing event, but I do not feel present.

I am in Another Reality that I have created in my mind, and no matter how engaged I seem, I am Most Likely Not psychologically in the moment.

It hurts often when I want to be submerged in what is happening around the Actual reality of my life, but am interrupted by the possibilities I create mentally.

Distracted by the scenarios, the music, the reflection of events all happening at once in this small, Compacted skull.

Sometimes I feel Guilty so, I'm sorry if it seems that my head isn't where it should be while I'm conversing in depth with you.

It may just be time to accept that...

I'm not.

I'm somewhere else..

another place

a place better than the one I'm in

better than where You are at

Somewhere Creative and Private

My mental Sanctuary

It's time to accept that..

I'm not there